Haven't been on in a while... feels weird to write again...
Was too busy with school and such.
Anyways, I found something that people may like!
Its a way of helping people around us! As in the whole world!
Cool isn't it?
 http://www.globalcitizen.org/Content/Content.aspx?id=0881d47f-754b-45df-92b0-6fd693f549a5&rby=98098b2d-86c9-4c27-9706-d25beaa97b03

http://www.globalcitizen.org/Content/Content.aspx?id=32fd39d6-4592-4433-8d42-13b9d169414c&rby=98098b2d-86c9-4c27-9706-d25beaa97b03

A Sibling...
Having a brother/sister is a gift
a really nice one at that
having someone to always be there for you, your shoulder to cry on, to protect and love you, its someone that can be as annoying
as hell but still be your bestfriend even your own secret keeper...
Sometimes it might not be so good, some people have "bad siblings" but those are rare cases...
I am an only child and always wished to have an older brother...
but it didnt happen..
tough luck, i know...
i always hated it when people hate their siblings...
i mean come on!!!
Alot of people ive met take it for granted.
they'll be like sure yeah i have a brother/sister but she's/he's so annoying!! i hate him/her! I wish i was an only child!
i hate when people say that! because i know they wont understand! Thay actually have something that big and they take it for
granted! they dont understand what its like to be an only child...
it gets lonely... especially when you're a kid
i remember when i was a kid i sit in my room with my toys... playing alone wishing i had someone to play with me, to be with me
sure i have my parents but... they wont understand... and they most definately wont come and play with me..
i used to sit in my room and think... think about what it'll be like when i  grow up... will i be this lonely or will i have something
that would actually distract me... maybe to remove the lonliness? but i always came up blank...
i used to make those imaginary stories where i had a sibling... it made me happy but then i realized that its a dream that'll never
come true...
a lot of people have wishes, wishes that can actually happen if they tried to reach them. But some people's wishes are impossible
and may never come true...
I'm one of those people...

Yours Truly

Most people these days have been either lied to deceived, hurt, or even been left. Not everybody can hold grudges, but some times it's inevitable  Some people just turn the other cheek and try to ignore what happened.  That's what I did... And I regret it... After what I did that person seemed to think that I'll forgive them with whatever they do to me... Even that one time when I was actually was mad and ignoring them, they started to turn things on me! Like I'm the bad person! I'm the one who always has to say sorry because apparently I'm always "wrong" and "bad"  But when a person has a lot of things pilling up... Something and tends to happen... No one is a superhuman, everyone has a heart and feeling and those feelings aren't always gonna be fine, a person WILL get hurt it's inevitable. People can have two choices, either be the bigger person and leave everything that has to do with the "problem" and forget it even existed, or the "bad" choice which is REVENGE... I guess I choose something that might help me or backfire. But I don't care and as they say "Eye for an eye"  -I don't know the rest of the quote... :p- (YouCanAlwaysCommentAndTellMeWhatMightHelp)  Goodnight  Yours Truly 

Everybody is looking for something when they meet someone new Some people are looking for a new beginning or loyalty or friendship, sometimes ever a lover, but what I'm looking for these days is a listener... I know that may sound shallow and conceited, but I've been listening to a lot of people and been helping a lot of them too. Wether it was problems or any other things, but... Every time I was looking for someone to talk they just seem to overlook me or busy themselves with something. Sometimes even us who listen need someone to listen to us. We may be able to help other bur that's mostly because we have no idea how to solve our own problems... But I guess not everyone gets what they want...      Goodnight      Yours Truly 

Realization

I just realized something! Well, 2 things...

First is that I magically become reaallly wise and start reflecting on myself and my actions in the bathroom...

And Second sometimes u have to loose some dead and fake weight that u don't even realize you're carrying.

Sometimes you just gotta wake up and smell the coffee!

Not all the people you know are what they seem.

Sometimes us people become really ignorant about what other people do...

I had that happen to me and i guess i just realized that i didn't solve it...

But I'll try to figure out what to do.

Everyone has that one person who takes you for granted. Knows that you're always going to be there as their "friend" so they easily replace you! Sometimes when they feel that you're slipping away they come running luring you in again when you actually started realizing what they were doing! But they easily make you forget making themselves the PERFECT friend for a while, a couple of days? Until you stopped doubting them...

They'll easily ditch you, forget about you, leave you there until the dust starts collecting around you and you start to rust, then they'll retrieve you again to make you believe that you're still they're favourite thing ever and  the cycle never ends...

You become weak and dont know what to do still so caught up in the spell they put on you.

They'll use you like you're just some despicable thing they keep when they're bored! They'll leave you hanging on a thread, a really thin but strong thread connected to them so you'll never have a chance to let go.

But you have to be strong enough to pull away, to have the power to break the spell and be your own self and not some person's old toy...

I guess you just have to make you own backbone and start realizing they're never going to pick you when they find better! You'll have to realize that you ARE a better person! You have to realize that you don't really need to be there as their old dusty toy! You are STRONG enough! You are a person of your own and you don't need them in your life! Because you need to start realizing that YOU ARE PERFECT!

                                                                                 Yours Truly

I've been asked by a friend about something, and I'd like to share it with you.
She asked my how do u know u love someone?
I guess its easy... someone u can't imagine your life without!
Think about it! think of someone you really like and then imagine what your next week, month, or year would be like without them. Then you'll know what they mean to you.

But what actually was going through my head was, what is this so called "Love" what is love? How does it happen? What does it feel like? Does it last forever? of course not.
When you think too much about it you start wondering... Is it really love you feel or just plain care? You just care too much about a person, you cant let go? Or is it so strong, it could be called love?
I dont really know..
Do we really know who what love is?
We like lots of people and care about a lot too but sometimes it hard to figure out which is what and what is which... but i hope one day in the long run, i'll figure it out...

Night... Sleep tight people
Yours Truly

Welcome to my Blog

So this is the first blog i make, you can read if u like.
I dont really wanna say my name because, well I dont want things to get complicated.
I'm like any other kuwaiti girl... i think? i guess not, since no one is like anyone. But lots of things happen to people in life some times we relate to each other,, maybe not in everything, but I'll share my life and thoughts here with you -whoever is reading this-.
A lot may think its cliche, but I'll try to make it a little bit special
I may not write everyday, but I'll do what i can...
                                                                                                                                   Yours Truly